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[Sep 15, 2008 * 5:03pm] |
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Tom?
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[Sep 12, 2008 * 10:32am] |
He came back to me, he didn't have to but he came back to me. He said that he wants to be with me, I don't know if I can trust him...
What would you do?
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[Aug 14, 2008 * 1:04am] |
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Happiness doesn't exist.
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[Aug 8, 2008 * 5:47pm] |
I still can't speak, I want to...so badly.
I went to a healer, but that didn't help at all.
[ private to self ]
My son came to see me, I don't know why he did. He's such a good boy, I know people say that he's not, but he really is. He was worried about me and he's very mad at Tom for doing what he did. Just when my family was willing to accept him as my choice, just when I thought he loved me..
He didn't. He probably wishes I was dead.
Merlin, my body aches just thinking about being without him. My son said that it's bad to stay in the darkness while I'm sad. I don't care, not at all. Can nobody love me? Am I just...not loveable?
I must be some kind of ugly beast then.
On another note..I saw Regulus.
We talked.
I'm glad he's here.
[/ private ]
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[Jul 31, 2008 * 7:09am] |
Something is wrong.
I can't speak. I saw her, I left, I ran away. I'm a coward. I miss him so much.
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[Jul 29, 2008 * 2:55pm] |
I should have known better, there was no way he could love me. He had someone else he loved. I was damn stupid to think that there were other people like me. I'm going home, I guess.
[Private to Merope]
I'm so hurt, my chest is pounding and I can't stop crying. I knew she'd come back, I knew she'd end up stealing him away. It's my fault, he could never love any ugly person like me. I wish I never came back, I hate this, so much.
I just want to die.
[/Private]
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[Jul 16, 2008 * 12:04pm] |
I don't know what to say.
I think writing is stupid.
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[Jun 17, 2008 * 4:33am] |
Oh Merlin, no.
What?
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[Jun 14, 2008 * 4:39am] |
So, I did it, he's gone. I saved him from being bothered. I hope everyone is alright, Salazar seems annoyed that I don't do more. I don't think I could ever be any use to anyone, I feel exhausted from cleaning and while I don't like what I am doing.
It seems to make everyone happy. That is what matters most. I guess the only one who can't be is me...that was inevitable.
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[Jun 3, 2008 * 4:12am] |
Dad?
When was I born?
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